The Bitter truth

Travel deep inside yourself without the baggage of conditioning.Be an explorer, have patience and eventually your true nature will surface. You will return from your journey with fresh skin and you will approach each day with a wonderful sense of wonder and bliss. ~Marco R. Capristo

finally found her– The love of my life! Too bad her girlfriend Found her first. ~Edward Etter

I’m walking down the street and i see you caught my attention your shirt that’s blue how pathetic am I? To fall on color blue not on the person wearing through. Is it love? Or juz another feeling that will tear me of. ~Anonymous

It’s better to have never felt the happiness of love than to be tortured by the pain of it ending. ~Mike

Im jealous of every girl who has ever hugged you, because for that one moment they held my entire world tears are like kisses, the only real ones are the ones you cant hold back never make someone your everything, because when they are gone you have nothing. You will never know true pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love, and they look away The scars are nothing compared to the pain that put them there goodbye is only painful when you know you can never say hello again How can you learn from your mistakes when mistakes are all you’ve ever made What’s the point in living when the ones you love the most refuse to love you break my heart and tell me lies, because eventually every heart dies. -Michelle Mace

The word love… is so powerfull that once a guy says it they have total access to a girls heart… but no matter how many times a girl says it she cant stop them from leaving with it… ~Anonymous

Where did life go?…and why did it run away??…and how come evrrything has to change? ~Anonymous

A millon words would not bring u back…i know cause ive tried…and a millon tears wouldnt either…i know because ive cried ~Anonymous

You smile when your feel like crying…you act like your okay..when your really falling apart inside…and you let it go….you move on because thres nothing else u can do or say. ~Anonymous

If he was stupid enough to walk away be smart enough to let him go. ~Anonymous

Live your life as it’s givin onse, use it as you wish, laugh on tough day’s and drop a tear or two on death day’s. Life is good and so is time. Love every moment of it and you will be fine. ~Shaima mohammed

Love is thinking about them all day and all night no matter how hard you try to stop. Love is every morning you wake up he is the 1st face that pops in your mind and the last face b4 u fall asleep. Love is the tickles that you get in your tummy everytime you see their face in ur head. Love is the warmth and protection you felt the first time u saw him Love is the best feeling you could ever have U have the key to my heart Ur the only one to come in Someday U’ll find the way! I Love U!!! ~Anonymous

I would love to be what i like to love what i am. ~Orion

ex boyfriends are like herpes, once u have them u can never get rid of them and when they break through it gets messy. ~Anonymous

the person you would call a sholder to cry on is the person that mad you cry… tell me whats worse than that ? ~Anonymous

If tomorrow can be terrible than today.. today is better. If tomorrow is better than today..today is the worst. If today and tomorrow are going to be the same…. i am happy. ~Tina

P-Perfect, R-Radiant, I-Irresistible, N-Never- Wrong , C-Cute, E-Everything Cute and Adorable, S-Super Woman S-Soooo SpecialPrincess=ME! ~Anonymous

Love is like a roller coaster when it’s all over you throw up ~Brooke

Guys are like dogs. Put them on a leash and they’ll be chassing every puss in sight! ~Brittany Abner

So I don’t make you happy anymore so let me be and send me back to my maker. ~Anonymous

i pretend to be the girl youre looking for to fall madly deeply in love but it back fires and turns to hatred. ~Anonymous

Don’t you love it when a guy’s arm goes all the way around you when you’re kissing; and the girl next to you thinking the same thing? ~Nicole

A wise girl kisses, but doesn’t love…listens but doesn’t believe and leaves before she is left. ~Natalie

Love Starts with a smile….grows with a kiss…and ends with a tear. -Kourtney

Sometimes It’s Best To Leave Your Ex’s Where You Found Them!!!! -Anonymous

when you are born the people around you are smiling and you are crying live your life so that when you die your the one smiling and the people around you are crying. -Anonymous

if barbie has so many friends why do you have to buy them? -Anonymous

If something is not worth fighting for, then it is not worth keeping. -Leena

They say to follow your heart, but how can you when it is blinded by love. -Anonymous

shit happens, if it’s yours wipe it up. –LRT

If you want to get the chances. You got to beat the odds. -Anonymous

To Every Girl It only takes one bad boyfriend to realize that you deserve SO much more. -Anonymous

Keep Talkin’ cus I love It! Its when they stop talking about you that you gotta start worryin! -Anonymous

Humans will kill each other…And when the last one stands among the corpses of his brothers….It is then that he will beg for death. Humans will curse their friends… Till he has no more… And in the end he’ll realize… He’s all alone. Humanity will kill for riches…. And then kill one another. By the time man realizes he cannot eat money….They will begin to eat each other. Have not pity. They are but animals. Killing the planet. And destroying their souls.  -Rooster

And I wait… For an endless song that never starts, For a cure to the age-old broken heart. ~Janessa

There’s a difference between optimism and naïveté… ~Janessa

Laugh and the world laughs with you… cry and the world laughs at you -Hevinlee Melton

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time.You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upsetis a minute of happiness you’ll never get back. -Dirissy

For the ones who are Luckly, lucky they are. For those who aren’t lucky, let them make there choice. -Dark Magnus

This is your life, and it’s ending one minute at a time. -Fight Club

There comes a point in every girls life where she realizes that she just needs to let it go, I mean nothings ever gonna change the fact that at one point I really did love you with everything in me…It’s just the fact that I simply cannot do this to myself and I cannot make this work …face it baby we’re in a lose-lose situation…and as far as you’re concerned i’m just on one of my “im leaving for good this time” kicks again, but the olny difference is this time it’s real… I’m done, and don’t bother because you’re never gonna change, honestly you CAN’T change & we BOTH know that…So when you finally realized that I loved you anyway more than I ever could have loved anyone else, you’ll see something more in me, something that you’re forced to live without.

Can you see it? It’s in my sweet sweet smile! Its in my laugh! Its in my eyes! its there can you see it now? its the pain of leaving you!!!!! -Emily W

Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself. ~Emon

Loving a man is like loving a child, if you dont correct them when they upset you….they will never learn how to treat you with respect. ~Emma

You told me what I wanted to hear, but it was just a sweet nothing whispered in every girls ear. Sometimes A Sorry Being Said By The Mouth… Means Nothing From The Heart… ~Thuy(Twee)D

Time heals and reveals. ~Valerie

Some of us think holding on makes us stronger, but sometimes it’s letting go that proves our real strength! ~Alicia

Yet Again, It has been proven to me, that no matter what…I will always be considered the exspendable person. ~Jessi

The only true painful good-byes are the ones that are never said and never explained. ~Farah Jawaid

Falling in love is like falling off a building it dosent hurt till the end. ~Unknown

Just when you thought you had it all, it all falls apart. ~Jess

A friend hears the words you say a true friends reads the feels in between the words and when together with a true friend and you’re are feeling down words are not needed. ~Unknown

If you love someone, give them the option to leave, but never give them a reason to. ~Unknown

Only someone who has cried a great deal understands why someone else wants to stop the tears. ~V.C. Andrews

True love is like Santa, you grow up believing in it then find out it just doesn’t exsist. ~ Angela

The last time I got over you, you were lying flat on your face and all I had to do was jump… ~Jessica

In the whole of the universe there are only two: the lover and the beloved. ~Bhai Sahib

It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves. ~William Shakespeare

I existed from all eternity and, behold, I am here; and I shall exist till the end of time, for my being has no end. ~Kahlil Gibran

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does.  Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up. Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within. ~James Baldwin

It is hard to believe that a man is telling the truth when you know that you would lie if you were in his place. ~H.L. Mencken

Ideas pull the trigger, but instinct loads the gun. ~Don Marquis

Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved. ~William Jennings Bryan

Not everything that can be counted counts, and not everything that counts can be counted. ~Albert Einstein

What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from. ~T.S. Eliot

We never know the worth of water ’til the well is dry. ~English Proverb

EX-boyfriends are like bad smells that linger in your mind. The only way to get rid of them is to pretend they are not there or replace them!

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesnt mean leaning and company doesnt mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses arent contracts and presents arent promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans.  After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really are strong, And you really do have worth.

Yes, there are alot of fish in the sea, but I think there’s a hole in my net.

Sometimes the Only Harder then Finding the Man of Your Dreams is Losing Him.

It is said that you don’t know what you have until it’s gone. But, it is also true that you don’t know what you have been missing until it arrives!

They say follow your heart. But when your heart is in so many pieces. Which way are you to follow?

No man is ever worth your tears, and the one who is will never make you cry.

If you love something, and are dumb enough to let it go..you didn’t deserve it in the first place.

Tears of sadness make room in your heart for joy.

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes…just be an illusion.

If you had to chose between someone you love or someone who loves you, pick the person who loves you because you can learn to love someone but you cant make someone love you back.

I wish i were a little girl again, because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person started hating us, but because we found out that they’d be happier if we let them go.

I can say I’m fine when you don’t see me cry. I can say I could move on when I can’t even try. I can say I’m happy when I just wanna die, but there’s one thing I can’t say…” love you” when you said, “goodbye.”

I cry for the time you were almost mine, I cry for the memories you’ve left behind. I cry for the pain, the lost, the old, and the new… I cry for the times I thought I had you.

What do I have to do to make you notice me too? What do I have to say to make you fell this way? What do I have to be to make you start loving me?

It’s hard to pretend you love someone  if you really don’t, but it’s harder to pretend you don’t love someone if you really do.

It’s better to love someone you can’t have than to have someone you can’t love.

How do I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is it that I miss someone I was never with? And I’ll ask why I love someone whose love was never mine.

Once in my life I laughed. Once in my life that empty space in my heart was filled. Once in my life I loved someone more than anything in this world. For once in my life, I had you.

When you love someone you must be ready to sacrifice anything, even if that anything includes your happiness.

When you love, you must not expect anything in return, for if you do you are not loving but investing. If you love, you must prefer to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you are not loving, but using.

The hardest thing in life is watching somone you love, fall in love with somebody else. Nothing is more painful then realizing they meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him. Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does. You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

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Forgive

I have been spending time with my new found friend. Never did I expect I would find that sister I was looking for, for a long time. In her I feel strong and wise, which I never felt when I was with my true sister. Sometimes, the family you were looking for can be found in other people. It’s the reality I have experienced and I must say, “reality bites”…

Anyways, she’s been going through tough times now. She is realizing some truths about her friends and ex love. I think this poem is appropriate for her.. I hope she likes it…

You forgive me for liking you too much,

And I’ll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,

And I’ll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,

And I’ll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,

And I’ll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,

And I’ll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,

And I’ll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,

And I’ll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,

And I’ll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,

And I’ll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,

And I’ll forgive you for crushing them.

Forgiveness brings inner peace.

Do we have a deal?

I Love You More Today Than Yesterday

I don’t remember what day it was

I didn’t notice what time it was

All I know is that I fell in love with you

And if all my dreams come true

I’ll be spending time with you

Every day’s a new day in love with you

With each day comes a new way of loving you

Every time I kiss your lips my mind starts to wander

And if all my dreams come true

I’ll be spending time with you

Oh, I love you more today than yesterday

But not as much as tomorrow

I love you more today than yesterday

But, darling, not as much as tomorrow

Tomorrow’s date means springtime’s just a day away

Cupid, we don’t need ya now, be on your way

I thank the Lord for love like ours that grows ever stronger

And I always will be true

I know you feel the same way, too

Oh, I love you more today than yesterday

But not as much as tomorrow

I love you more today than yesterday

But only half as much as tomorrow

Every day’s a new day

Every time I love ya

Every way’s a new way

Every time I love ya

Every day’s a new day

Every time I kiss ya

Every day’s a new day

fade out…

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY!!!!

Love quotes

kung isang araw magcing ka at maisip mong nag-iisa ka’t wlang kasama.. m2log ka ulit.. bka naiwan lang ako sa panaginip mo dhil hangga’t nand2 ako hindi k mag-iisa! pangako yan..

mhirap mwalan ng kaibigan, ng kabarkada, ng kasama, ng 2lad mo.. mahirap: pag kw nwla. mas mahirap: kw hanapin. pnkmahirap: kw palitan! at NEVER ko un gagawin..

bukas.. bka makalimot n tau pwedeng magkanyakanya.. na maaaring yun n ang katapusan kya bago pa mangyari ang lhat ng un gus2 kong sbhin.. salamat.. binuo mo ang buhay ko..

pag may “ikaw” my “ako”. di aalis c “ako” kc mahal nya c “ikaw”. pag wala n c “ikaw” la na rin c “ako”.. bakit? kc c “ikaw” ang buhay ni “ako”.. ingat c “ikaw” dhil nag-aalala c “ako”..

Minsan tinanong kita, “bakit mo sya mahal? ” sabi mo sa kin,” kse matagal na napagsamahan namin”, nainis ako kse manhid ka, di m0 man lang naisip na kung gaano kayo katagal, mas matagal kitang hinintay

Pag iniwan ba kita… Iiyak ka ba? Malulungkot? Masasaktan? Magdaramdam? Cguro ako hindi… Cguradong hindi… Kita iiwan

Even if someone already owns your heart, i dont give a damn! Though the pain is killing me, i wont care at all! I wont steal you from her but ill tell her… “mahalin mo siya para sa akin ha…”

kahit gaano ko kalakas isigaw sa buong mundo kung gaano pa rin kita kamahal, hindi mo ito maririnig dahil iba na mundo mo

dati ang saya saya natin dati di matapos yung mga kwentuhan dati sobrang dami nating alam sa isa’t-isa pero dati lng pala yon!!!! ngayon……. iba na ang lahat……..

u sed u luv me, u care and ul always b der bt wen i was abt 2 say iluvu2, u smyld and sed “practice lang, di ko kazi masabi sa kanya eh..”

Sabi nila… find a true person, yung tanggap ka? yung di ka iiwan in times of trouble.. yung the best?! Natawa ako… kse sa isip ko.. Bakit pa? Eh… nandyan ka na!

Minsan, hirap din pala magpahalaga sa isang tao.. yun tipong lagi ka andyan para sa kanya, kasama sa gitna ng gyera, karamay sa problema.. Tapos 1 araw, magigising ka na lang…iniwan ka rin pala!!!

Minsan ang daling sabihing mahal mo sya pero ang totoo, mas mahal mo yung isa! pero bakit mo pinipilit na mahalin yung isa? Simple lang! Syempre,
para makalimutan mo yung mahal mong talaga! Tama ba?

Aalis ako kasi may iba kang gusto.. .Aalis ako kasi alam kong mahal mo cya at mahal ka rin nya.. .Aalis na lang ako ha? Kasi sa tingin ko,masaya ka na…
Pero babalik din ako…Pag iniwan ka nya

Der are times in my life that i just want 2 give up & let lose, but have you ever thought why I’m still here fighting against depression..? Kse andyan ka e… Wag mo ko iiwan ha..! Bibigay ako

Sabi mo andyan ka lang..Pero bakit wala ka? Sabi mo di mo ko iiwan..Pero asan ka? Sabi mo mahal mo ko..Pero bakit d ko maramdaman? Yun pala sinabi mo lang lahat yun.. .Para d ako masaktan

Pag sobrang lapit mo sa isang kaibigan, matutunan mo syang mahalin noh?
Kaya wag kang lalapit sa akin ha? At baka mahalin kita… tapos yun pala para sayo “friend” mo lang ako…

noon sabi mo, hindi kita iiwan. Magkasama tayo kahit na anong laban…
ipagtatangol, poprotektahan… naniwala namana ko… nasiyahan… yun pala hindi na natin kailangan ng laban…. Dumating lang siya… alam ko na kung sinong talunan

Natatandaan mo dati…umiiyak ako… Sabi mo “tama na! nandito lang ako…”
tapos ngayon umiiyak pa rin ako..pero ang sinabi mo.. .”tama na,makakalimutan mo rin ako..”

I’ve always thought that i have 2 fight 4 what i really feel, I’ve fought & got hurt, still i tried 2 give it a chance.. But now i don’t know if i still believe in that kse tao lang ako… Napapagod din!!

Alam ko hindi mo sinabi na maghintay ako.. In fact, u even told me 2 forget u.. I promise, I’m trying but i really can’t… Di ko alam kung bakit ako ganito..
Nagpapakat**** at nagpapakag*g*ng maghintay at magmahal sa isang taong nde ako kayang mahalin…

Alam ko kung pano umiyak, kse pinaiyak mo na ako, alam ko kung pano masaktan, kse nasaktan mo na ako. pero alam mo kung ano ang hindi ko alam? Ang magmahal ng iba at iwan ka.

Kala ko nun tapos na… kala ko nakalimutan na kita, di ko inaasahang aabot sa ganito… nababaliw na ko sa pagmamahal sayo! ito lang tanong ko,ako kaya…mahal mo?!

Ilang beses ko na sinabi sa sarili ko na hinding-hindi na kita mamahalin,
ngunit tuwing nakikita kita laging sinasabi ng puso ko “hanggang ngayon mahal pa din kta. Di yun magbabago!”

mas mahirap ang umasa na isang araw mamahalin ka rin ng mahal mo dahil sa bawat pagkakataon na nalalaman mong may mahal syang iba at hindi ikaw.
di ba sagad hanggang buto ang sakit?

Napangiti ka na ba niya dahil andyan sya? Nabuo na ba araw mo? Pakiramdam mo ba sya na? Nagpapasalamat ka ba dahil nakilala mo sya?
Siguro “oo” sagot mo…E pano yan.. Mahal ka ba niya?

If you were beside me, i’d stare at you, look deep into your eyes while holding you very tight… And as i look at your face, i’d close my eyes and pray…
I’ wish to god…God… Sana habambuhay akin lang sya…”

Nasaktan ka ba ng malaman mong may mahal na kong iba?… Pasensya na ha..ayoko na kasing umasa… pagod na rin kong maghintay… pero makakatulong ba kung sabihin kong… handa ko siyang iwan para sa yo….

Iiwan mo ko? Sayang!… mahal pa naman kita… sakin ah! Pero sabagay bat nga naman ako masasaktan? E kahit kelan naman,di ka naging akin!

Sabi mo gusto mo ko, sabi mo konting panahon na lang magkakasama na tayo, sabi mo iiwan mo na sya…sabi mo intayin kita, sabi mo mas mahal mo ako, bakit ngayon asan ka na? Bakit kapiling ka pa rin nya.

Love quotes

A girl love this boy. but the boy didn’t mind. One day the girl got sick
and was about to die. Then the boy asked, Why are you leaving me?
then the girl answered, so I can be your angel and love you forever

Would you be my angel, to have and to hold?
Would you be my rose, to cherish more than gold?
I love you so much. I wish you were mine, but all I can do is wait till that time.

People only realize what they had after they lose it, so hold onto what you have and never let it go.

As you look back upon your life, you find the times when you have most lived, are the times when you have lived for love

I wanted everything to stay the same but feelings fade and people change
I’m living every moment like its my last No longer letting my future be based on my past

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never… never forget it.

I would give up everything for one moment with you; for one moment is better than a lifetime of not knowing you

Love is not measured by how you feel, but how you make the other person feel.

You don’t marry someone you can live with. – you marry the person who you cannot live without.


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As I move forward and excited about the baby, there are still some anxieties that I cannot remove from my head. Anxieties that I just all within myself.

It’s hard to pretend it’s not happening, but why not, it is happening to me. It’s here, a reality I cannot ignore. Does it always have to include pains in every joy a person will have? Or can it just be plain happiness with no consequences involved? I have tried to live a fair life, a life wherein other people’s need is more important than my needs. I have neglected my needs for a long time and it’s not good.

Now the happiness I am longing for is within my reach or shall I say it’s in my hand but why can’t I be happy without feeling this pain inside me. I try to tell myself, it’s all in my head but it is not. No matter what I do, it’s there, right in front of my face.

How can I be truly happy? Is it something that’s so hard to achieve? Something I don’t deserve?

Why I cant have the whole pie, but instead just have a slice of it and share the entire pie with others?

Why? Am I that bad? Do I deserve this? I know a lot of people will just tell me, then walk away… But how can you walk away from the only happiness you ever have in your entire life? I wish it could be that easy… I wish it’s as easy as saying, “Leave if you can’t take it anymore”… But it’s not the solution to problem. It’s just an immediate solution but not a lifetime one. Once it’s there, the effect could be far worse than holding on.

Now what am I suppose to do, I’m lost and confused..

I hope this is it…

I’m having this weird bleeding since last week. Not a regular menstruation I guess but rather a very short or most likely spotting only. I wonder if this what you call ‘implantation bleeding’. I am expecting to have my period this 24th, but I am hoping and praying that I am really pregnant. According to my doctor, I am showin’ signs of a pregnant woman, coz if I do now, I am on my third week.

But things aren’t always goin’ smoothly lately. Most of the times I feel so alone and just tryin to cover all the pains inside me. I try to smile so no one would know that I am hurting..

I guess I am good at it. Been good at it the longest time I can remember.

Now May 15 is also near, I need to prepare myself for looking for a new job. I cannot afford to be totally dependent on my bf. Especially if I am pregnant. I need to find a new job before May ends.

In these past three months, all I do is wonder. Whether I would still want a 8-5 job or I would want to set up my own biz.  I will be getting a separation pay and I might use it for small biz. But darn, deep inside of me I am scared. What if the biz won’t work out? What will happen to me and my baby if in case?

A lot of things have been goin’ on my head. I have no one to talk to. I envy those people who have a lot of friends. I do have friends but they are too far right now. Some of them, they just left me. Now I am missing Jen.. I wish she’s here.

And right now, my bf and I argue a lot. And sometimes, I just want to give up. But should I give up now if I have a baby now?

Right now, I dunno what to do?

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